byebye 2009, Welcome 2010

8am huh, woke up after im having my nightmare. its doesnt matter anyway.its 31st of December 09 babayyyy. its enddd of yearrr. *clapping clapping* First of all i would like to wish HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BABY MEEA! have a blast, xoxo :D


2009, alot of memories i have this one year. after all, i can say is my 2009 year is suck like really. not 100% sucks. but most of all is sucks. about student life, love life jgn cakap la, family, myself. penuh dugaan babe. i've being fake and hypocrite since i've lost what i have before. im not really happy with my life after i lost everything i have before. i became fake infront of my friends and family. i do really hate that. im just love being myself. i love to be me. things changed. im not asking my fate to be like this.whatever it is, its sucks, really.


about my student life, i've been in semester 5 this 2010, now im having my holidays, i just write down this blog earlier because of im having my vacation with family going to thailand this 10.30pm. exciting? not really. i dont know why. like i said just now, my 2009 totally sucks.i hope this trip can give me the enjoyable. result semester 4 klua minggu depan. haha afraid? i guess so. because last 2 sem i didnt get my ptptn just because of my sem 2 result is sucks. haha. kena marah with papa, allowance kena potong. padan muka kan kan. so if sem 4 ni still sucks, memang ptptn kena block lagi la. and by the time, lagi skali fees semester kena bayar sendiri. hahaha. and that time, mmg i quit study la kot. haha.


about my love life huh?, i've been single since 16nov09 untill now. happy? god knows how much im happy and how much im sad. no one cant understand what im feel right now.this matter is why i have to be fake and hypocrite. Azeem Yasmin? the one who i love most in 2009. the guy who make me happy after all, the one who give me happiness who make me smile everyday. haha tayah nak bermadah because we are not meant to be together. he have someone new. happy with his life. with another woman. i'll pray for him. yes, i love him till death, i just want him to be happy. and he's happy now. bless (:

WELCOME 2010

secara rasminya, i akan teruskan hidup life everyone else, teruskan blaja macam biasa, teruskan hidup cam biasa, teruskan schedule yang dah tertulis, everythings is complete. and the words MOVING ON. this is most important. about azeem yasmin not important anymore. its 2010 baby, and im legally twenties this 2010, still tenageers, if ade jodoh, terima jela seadanya. just langkah kedepan. i have to make myself enjoy in 2010. make a new life, new generation.XOXO .

Retak

Bila hati dah punah, blog ni juga la yang jadi tempat meluahkan perasaan. bukan nak membangga dengan apa yang terjadi, tapi aku lebih selesa bila berkongsi dengan blog. never mind la.

Sekarang, rutin harian aku boleh dikatakan tak menentu. suka lari daripada masalah, lari daripada persekitaran yang penah dijadikan tempat bermadu kasih, bila dah ditinggalkan, ini la jadinya. lari tade hala tuju. baik aku duduk rumah makan pisang lagi bagus. hahahaha. bila orang dok tanya aku oke ke tak, takkan aku nak jawab tak oke en. nnt mula drama tangisan kat diri. kalau aku tak oke pun aku buatbuat oke. dah menjadi kebiasaan dalam diri bila dah set mind dlm diri aku. so aku harap sesapa yg gemar sangat menanya tu, paham2 dah la. bukan aku nak jadi hipokrit ke ape, tapi aku malas nak menangis pasal benda bodo je. dah tau kan lately life aku miserable tahap maxima punya. tatau la nak handle camne. ada korang yg suka buat aku happy, tapi suka sangat tanya pasal benda yang aku malas nak ingat, tak okay gak.

mungkin ada segelintir yang tak faham ape aku cerita ni (: senang cite aku diperbodohkan la. a guy that im in love for 2 years have dumped on me. bila suruh dia mengaku dia ade pompuan lain ke tak, dia jawab tade. ape salahnya kalau dia bitau or tinggalkan je aku awal2 kalau dah tak sayang. ni kantoi bodo nak buat aku sakit hati ape lancau sume. tipu la kalau aku cakap aku tak sakit hati. 2 tahun beb sayang aku kat kau. tapi tapela, benda dah jadi. aku redha, aku rela kalau itu yang buat kau happy dengan love life kau yang baru tuh. sebab bila dah sayang, mesti aku nak tgk kau happy even dah byk kali aku cakap aku tak sanggup tgk kau dengan pompuan lain. sebelum ni aku lepaskan kau atas sebab aku rasa kite bersama atas nama je, baik kau pi dengan dunia kau. tapi kau memberontak jugak, cakap aku curang la, aku ada laki lain la. sape yang buat perangai skang?

aku sedih kali ni pun bukan kau tinggalkan aku or kau dengan pompuan lain ke ape, itu aku dah tak kisah sangat, tapi aku sendiri sedih sbb aku takut aku tabole handle lagi life aku lepas ni. aku bergantung hidup aku kat kau je selama ni. bukan pasal duit, bukan pasal harta, tapi masa aku, life aku sume aku berpikir dengan kau je. dah kata sayang, 2 tahun hidup dengan kau. bila dah nekad nak hidup serious dengan kau, tapi ini yang aku dapat. sape mintak benda ni suma jadi. aku nak kebaikan dalam diri aku, sbb aku rasa kau sorang je yang aku harapkan utk bawak aku ke jalan yang betul.i see my whole future in your eyes. masing2 dah besar, dah bole pikir mana baik mana buruk. tapi cam aku cakap tadi, benda dah jadi, aku redha. makan pisang kat rumah lagi bagus.

sume manusia buat kesilapan. so do i. aku terlalu kerap sangat buat kesilapan. tapi menyayangi dia bukan satu kesilapan buat aku. im blessing for that. mungkin aku tak pandai nak menyayangi dia, atau tak cukup utk aku sayangkan dia, sampai dia boleh cari pengganti. dua tahun hidup bersama bermakna buat aku. maybe dia bosan, atau aku sendiri tak layak utk hidup dengan dia. susah senang hidup dengan dia dulu memang mengembirakan. tpi sume dah berubah atas kehendak dia. terpaksa aku redha.

kembali active

its been a long time i didnt post and update my blog. sorrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (: here i am, with new fiqafiqon, been here to update all over again, about myself, around myself here and there and so on. please be concern to check out my blog okay. thanks for reading

Miss him again

After he going to PLKN, we rarely text or onthephone. he'll get his is phone on every saturday from his warden. and last saturday, we onthephone and before he called me he did texted me.


message
nyah, im going to call you tonight..NO EXCUSE.

I was so excited
i miss him, really

onthephone

fiqa: you buat ape?

afrokid: baring je. you tau tak nyah .... blablabla

after 15 minutes

Fiqa & afrokid :zZzZzZzZ during onthephone

after 45 minutes

sister: weh, handphone kau jatuh. kau onthephone ke ape? asal tido?

looked at my handphone

Fiqa: nyahh!!?

Afrokid: *silent*

Fiqa: goodnight syg, i love you mwahh

*hang up*

i dont know why i feel so like exhausted, but i miss onthephone with him. i'll be waiting for him.

*waiting*

the Memorial for Michael Jackson

Michael Joseph Jackson (born August 29, 1958) is an American recording artist, entertainer, and businessman. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop" in subsequent years, five of his solo studio albums have become some of the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Thriller (1982), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995). Died on June 25, 2009 of a cardiac arrest.

19 birthday

For those who wished my birthday on 21 june 09, a million thanks from me. for those wish through message, im so sorry for not reply your message. too busy with the party. but thanks anyhow *kiss*

MESSAGE
Afrokid
dd episode
atuk
danial
idz
Dato Ahmad shabery cheek
(menteri belia dan sukan)
meea love
XO tyka
att muan
papa love
simon
afar
anip
mama love
kimie love
xerarawr love
shoot love
kroll
tina madu
dylla
salwa love
fiq unisel
XO ashela
Hanna izzati
adawiyah
Faranadiyot
XO weyna
Isha Madu
acap classmate
abg din
gabeh
butang
Fiq kecik
Pecol classmate


COMMENT
Bee
Jan Ahmad Lavida
Apex acab
amyrr
exat
Emi rox
iskandar lensa
asilah
ayie farael
azimah
faa
eddie jr
lena
fajrul ain
nadia hanafi


OTHER
issey
kamal
sister love
kak d
es
kak connie
apok
fida
ammar
shahril
zita
kyerul
wan
bull
jimmy
ob

Crazy Roomates

Last night, Fiqa meea and xera cant sleep. by the time pet met his boyfriend and she's not around. Bukan kami tabole tido, tapi bila sorang dah bercerita sorang lagi menambah dan mulalah sambung menyambung. tiba tibaa....


Fiqa: Korang aku teringin nak cakap camni do, 'ahaksz'. HAHAHA. korang tau sebab ape, kawan aku arif, dia memang cukup suka guna ayat ayat tu. aku pikir dah macam wempitzz mana la en. HAHA

Meea: HAHAHA, sudah la kau. ahakszz

Fiqa and Xera: HAHAHA

Fiqa: weh camni. aku rasa mcm malas nak pi class esok. ahakzz. aku penat gila, ahakzz. rasa nak quit je study, ahakzz.

Xera: HAHAHA, gelak ahakzz banyak kali. ahakz ahakz ahakz ahakz.

Meea: HAHAHAH, tido la weh esok class pagi. aku tumbuk korang kang kalau tak bangun pagi.

*silent*

Fiqa: AHAKKKKKZZZZZZ.

Meea and Xera: HAHAHAHAHAHA

Meea:dah la weyhh, ahakzzz

we cant stop said ahakzz. bayangkan dari kol 12am nak tido and then cakap pasal benda tu je untill 3am. HAHAHA, we had a long long corversation that night and that really fun.

Take me to the heaven :)

ehem ehem. i want to describe about certain things. it might be happy story, it might be bored. but thanks to those who read my blog. and and i was suprised that afan which is my classmate keep read my blog. and he knew about afrokid. afan afan! thanks tau cause memahami my feelings. actually he told me. HAHA =p


Last sunday i went back to kak d's house. i did my assignment. this assignmentis like so fucking struggle because of i have to woke up at 6am and shoot the pictures and every 2 hours i have to shoot the same view. i have to do that untill 8pm. do you think its easy to do that? but thats the fact of studying. i have to face it.


moving on, last monday i did my assignment and suddenly i've got a sms.

Message: I LOVE YOU
Fiqa: eh kejap. sape nih?
Message: are you ain syafiqah?
Fiqa: yes i am. who are you? i didnt save your number at my phone.
Message: do you still remember my promises? i miss you alot.
Fiqa: who are you actually?
Message: Azeem Yasmin
Fiqa: *crying*
Message: you la segala dalam hidup i. im still here waiting for you. few weeks ago im get hit accident at sepang, pengsan and bila i sedar, you're the first girl in my mind i dont know why.im always pray to god that im gonna forget you, but i cant, i cant lie to myself, i cant lie to everybody. im sorry for what i've done to you.


Okay guys, if youguys did read my last last and last entry, you'll know the story goes. im waiting for him, really. i do regret my mistakes. now i think this is miracle.

OMG FIQA, YOU'RE SO EXCITED.

lalala. sekarang fiqa dah tau sume teka teki about this afrokid. and ofcourse im glad. now, fiqa cam agak percaya pepatah yang berbunyi, setiap perbuatan yang kita lakukan mesti ada hikmahnya. bila bersabar dan membuat segala kebaikan, kita akan dapat benda yang baik. bukan nak cakap fiqa ni baik sangat.


For those who support me and keep heard my problems and my feelings especially kak lyn, faranadiyot, meea, xera, bee shoot, ainul, kamal, afar, i would like to say a million thanks.

back on track
afrokid

counting days

1 week to go huh? yes, im turning nineteen. am i deserves to be nineteen years old girl? well, i love for being nineteen. this year im not too excited about this birthday eventhough i'll make birthday party. but again, my brother taking care of that party. so do kak d. thanks to them. kamal said, yes pay attention to my study. yes i have to because im getting busy with those fucking assignments, class almost eveyery till night. T I R E D.


i've remember my last year birthday. i was too busy with cheerleading performance at pavilion. i've met few people and wish for my birthday by that time, i was with afrokid. he made speggati for me. i mean delicious speggati. i know this story so bored.


for this year birthday, i will take this opportunity for wish something that i could want for a long time. im not telling my wish, its my secret and its a wishh, i cant wait for 21 june. im not wish for the money, a goodgood life, being a best and beautiful girl, because i comfortable with myself now. fiqa oh fiqa, sudah la jangan merepek


clearly, my life are totally different between 2008 and 2009. i love 2007 and 2008 seriously. for this year, i am not enjoy too much. well bila fiqa berfikir balik, i advise to myself. fiqa you're big girl now. do something to make your life better. be tough okay fiqa, dont stress to much. i know you've got alot of problem, but itulaa lumrah hidup. always go up and down. that's the fact.

Fiqa fiqa fiqa.

Alertt! eleena came to unisel

i was suprised okayyy. that's was my first feeling when i saw her. im so happy because its been a long time i didnt met her. she was continue her study to uitm lendu and she came to unisel to joined studio lighting class. but sadly, encik nazrul cant attend the class because of his wife got BABYBOYY! congratulations encik nazrul. nanti kami bawak hadiah okayy (:


eleena yang kat tepi skali belah kanan tuh. comel kan dia? :)

11 june 09

setiap kali 11 haribulan mesti terfikir sejenak, seketika, 11hb is my anniversarry with afrokid. well, what is done is done. i know i dont deserves him. but i'll pray for his happiness, whatever he do whatever he made, i'll happy. as long as he happy with his life.

i love when every 11hb comes. im happy although im not with him anymore. but that will be my greatest memories i've ever had. i love you always :)

much love,
fiqa

faking smile is so much easier than done

you said you'll accepet me if i return to you.

not because i've been dumped with other guy.

im just regret because i treat you like shit all this while,


i admit :(

im waiting for him

why you promise me that you'll always love me? when you know you're going to break it? why you promise me you'll always be there for me? when i know you've already broken your promise. i wonder if you realized yet what we could have been.


everyone tells me i should move on, to let it go. no one understand what we had, no one knows how im feeling. how with a couple of words you took the happiness in my life. you said you'd always love me. but in the end we split apart, we broke our promises.which is broke our heart. i still love you, i miss you and i love you again. you're everything anyone could ask for.


i let you go once. and that was the biggest mistake of my life. you're everything to me, and i just want one more chance to prove that to you :(

afrokid lover

when i was with him, he said he will remember me if he hear this song. after all, i miss him like so much.


Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Freedom 09'

here we come ladies and gentleman. a'famosa, Melaka wait for us. we will be there this fridayy and we will rock that party, no worries. HAHAHAHAHA. i cant wait for this friday, seriously. meet my friends, party with them. hihihi.

pretender cemerlang

If you said that you leave me because of im still love my ex, that is so lame reason babe. kau punya alasan skit tabole trima sebab aku tak contact LANGSUNG dengan ex aku since aku dengan kau. aku bukan macam kau tiap2 hari nak kena video call, bersayang2 bagai, and most interesting is ma laa or paa laaa.euuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwww. aku tak la seteruk kau nak message hari2 and aku sendiri kau sanggup buat aku sakit hati semata2 pasal ex kau tu. padahal weh aku sendiri tergelak dengan ex kau. Desperate sangatttt. you want to know why i leave you from you life? here comes -_____________-

or nak tau lagi? ada la this one day sampai 3 kawan aku skali report yang kau selalu video call dorang. Hello! my friends pun dah tabole nak cover line ke? like, OMG!!? sayang ke tu sampai camtuh skali sedangkan aku berani cakap yang kau tade pun nak call aku everyday en. aku sendiri perasan yang sebenarnya credit kau habis kat orang lain. kalau dorang menipu pun tak jugak, sebab tu sume orang yang aku dah lama aku kenal., STUPID ASS.

and and, ni yang best pasal one girl kat tempat kerja kau yang selalu sangat datang kat tempat kerja kau tu en, well aku tak kisah kau nak buat apepun dengan dia sbb aku tak nampak. tapi tulaa bila dah hari2 jumpa hari2 break sesama untung la dah sedapppppppppp. Tuhan tu tunjuk sume kebenaran and paling best last time aku klua dengan kau, then kau nampak girl tu dari jauh kau siap cakap kat aku duduk jauh skittt, pretend cam tak kenal. HAHAHAHA. sedih aku tengok.

lu buat hal lu boleh blah,

Fiqa vs. Hakim

This is really funny, serious weh. me and hakim cant sleep yesterday around 6am till hakim's sister yelled at him yesterday. hahaha. so from we had conference with meea, naza and bee and at last just me and hakim. hakim and i cant sleep yesterday because we have the gatal hidung things, dia duk tergaru2 hidung masukkan jari dalam hidung, garu again. and me? hahaha 40 kali bersin sampai bersin pun rasa klua angin je >.<

hakim on his webbie yesterday because he used i mac book. so he wanted to show off la kiranyaa. hahaha. pelbagai ragam he did yesterday. so funny la hakim. i did on my webbie, but tak sempat nak capture. hahaha. so i ade la jugak pictures yang menunjukkan kebosanan hakim yesterday (:

sorry ni gelap skitt (:

dia boleh bantai makan potato chips ape ntah, siap gosok his ass la, sebab dia kata dia penat duduk. he dance, he smile, he played with his cekak. i think his anak buah's cekak kott. dia main sebat je. but he's good person. veryyyyyy good person (:

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its hard to let him go huh? think think think. enough fiqa. he left you now. puas dah ape yang kau dah buat? fiqa, are you happy now? bodo sial blame diri sendiri. i always do that. keep blame myself, for those mistakes i've done. padan muka padan muka.

i dont care what people gonna say about me now. i terpaksa tebal muka, terpaksa meluahkan segala isi hati kerna tak sanggup lagi menyimpan. mungkin segelintir akan tahu liku liku kehidupan, tapi mereka tak faham. and mereka sume tak tahu ape yang berlaku sebenarnya. but this is what i am now. seorang perempuan yang lemah mengharapkan yang lama datang kembali memberi satu lagi peluang. sia sia fiqa. yes! i know. all i've done now sume siasia. should i booo myself? i think i shouldd.

boooyaah fiqaaaaa!

i cant stop thinking every single things about him, really. i did tried. but i cant. why? *tiada jawapan*

ingat lagi tak first meet kita di nurin, desa pandan. berkobar2 dia mau jumpa fiqa walaupun tengah hujan time, dia sanggup datang lepak sama. *time tu dia pakai scooter je*

ingat lagi tak time 10.10.07 you ajak i teman u pi shopping raya and that time my rm300 bucks hilang. i nanges, you nak tolong i. but heck, i baru kenal you en. so i cam ragu2 je. and that time first time you hantar i balik then you that was our first time you kiss me. secara tak sengaja okayy

ingat lagi tak 11.10.07, you mintak couple dengan i through comment *that gentle okay* you siap cakap, sudikah you menjadi girlfriend i? that time i cam sayang you. and most special is, that time is your birthday. masa tuh dia cakap i adalah his super fucking great birthday present that he had.

ingat lagi tak, kita berdua penah kena belasah with pondan's at pondan's place. cant recall that place. you save my world kan time tuh

ingat lagi tak, bila i marah je or merajuk dengan you, you belikan i fetuccine alfredo which is my favourite food.

ingat lagi tak, kita penah mandi dekat dem taman melawati. its just like you and me je

ingat lagi tak, when pagi2 kita lapar kita selalu order mcd.

ingat lagi tak, you selalu peluk i bila i tengah tv and selalu kacau i bila i duduk senang skittt.

ingat lagi tak, time you ade duit lebih skitt, you mesti ajak pi pavilion beli some stuff untuk i

ingat lagi tak, first reaction you tunjuk kat i your new R1 superbike.

ingat lagi tak, masa i pegi ke sepang tengok you with your superbike thingy

ingat lagi tak, i beraya di rumah you, and your mum masakkan laksa

ingat lagi tak, you bawak my mum my brother and ushie mandi laut at port dickson. and that time kite sesatt sampai ke banting masa ontheway back to kl.

ingat lagi tak, you penah pukul i kat bawah rumah sewa i sampai polis datang.

ingat lagi tak, bila you bawak i pi genting?

ingat lagi tak, bila i nampak you pegang tangan with other girl at sunway :(

banyaknya nak kena ingat. but i kept in my mind, always. tade niat pun nak lupa. *sayang*
btw tak tido lagi and now dah 8am. my eyes are closing. i cant open it. i should get some sleep. toodles (:

sayang?

sering aku tanya pada kenalan, pada mama pada yang rapat pada aku, adakah dia masih sayangkan aku?
dia masih ingatkan aku ke ?
dia masih ada perasaan terhadap aku?
aku sering tanya kepada mereka suma. aku buntu. aku kusut. makin hari makin aku sedar kesilapan aku terhadap dia pada masa lampau dulu. aku sering maki dia, walaupun bukan itu yang dia nak. aku tau kesilapan dia mencari pompuan lain. itu juga kesalahan yang paling besar dia penah lakukan. tapi sampai masa dia betul2 berubah dan betul2 ingin pada aku, aku maki dia, aku caci dia dan akhirnya dia lupakan aku selama-lamanya. sekarang aku menyesal. ini lah dugaan.

padan muka fiqa. ini balasannya.

new life, here comes again

Im Nurul Ain Syafiqah binti Mohd Razip
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bermula hidup baru dengan menumpukan perhatian kepada pelajaran tidak menghiraukan benda lain.
saya masih muda dan saya perlu belajar menjadi kuat.
tiada teman hidup, tetapi menunggu seseorang untuk kembali.
terima kasih kerana membaca :)

pagi yang sedih

bila keseorangan mula teringat pada yang lama. yang jauh sudah pergi. yang sudah happy dengan new life dia. bila keseorangan mula terasa sedih bila ditinggalkan oleh yang penah menyayangi aku dulu. tapi sekarang sia2 je perjalanan hidup aku bersama dia. rasa sia2 gila. terkenang pada yang lama, yang banyak korban semua pasal aku. tapi aku buta kerana tak nampak sume tuh dulu. ape boleh buat, aku hanya mampu redha dan kuat aje.

aku bukan perempuan yang kuat bila nak hadapi suma ni, tapi ni sume pengajaran buat aku. aku perlu belajar dari sume kesilapan aku. aku terlalu pengaruh pada luaran individu sampaikan bila masa orang penah berkasih dengan aku pun, tak hargai ape aku buat. dan ini balasannya. terima kasih banyak. tamau cakap banyak sebab aku mula terasa sedih. aku rindu pada martin yang aku penah kenal dulu. itu saja :(

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haha. not so good for sem 2. but quite okayy la. boleh dibanggakan. even ade kantoi jugak, but i cam tak terkejut pun because im really hate that subject fyi. pengajian malaysia laaa. HAHA. but im glad, tade la teruk mana. it just like im glad sume ni dah terjawab sume. dah terbuku dalam hati untuk belajar lebih tekun lagi dalam short sem nanti. pray hard for me people.

terkenang

hanya yang lama mampu bahagiakan hidup aku.
satu kesilapan telah buat bila aku tinggalkan dia.

-kusut

kembali single

Redha (:

strong :)

aku rindu peluk dia
aku rindu bila dia cakap i love you
aku rindu bila dia cakap dia suka tengok aku tido
aku rindu dia bila dia belikan aku fetuccine alfredo which is my favourite food
aku rindu dia bila dia senyum, dia betulkan rambut dia depan cermin rumah aku
aku rindu bila dia berangan depan cermin dan bajet dia handsome
aku rindu dia bila dia sakitkan hati aku

setiap kali aku tengok tingkap dapur rumah aku, aku mesti renung di jalan raya yang selalu aku tengok dia datang dan pergi dari rumah aku.
setiap kali aku tengok sofa dekat ruang tamu, aku mula rindu bila aku baring dekat dia. dia peluk aku and first time dia kiss aku. sofa tu laaa
setiap kali pi pavillion terutama roxy, aku teringat dia. semua pasal dia aku akan ingat, bukan aku lupa dan barang kali sangat susah nak lupakan dia, entah laaa dah dugaan en :(

ape yang aku tau skang, dia tak kenal aku lagi, dia tak ingat aku lagi. aku tak mengharap semua tuh, aku kesal ape yang aku buat kat dia walaupun salah dia besar mana, dia cuba untuk happykan aku, tapi aku bodoh tak dapat menerima dia. tapi skang aku cam agak menyesal la :(

ape pun dia buat lepas ni, aku akan doakan dia bahagia. dia lelaki paling aku sayang, thanks for being my love before. thanks alotttt (:

Im Broke

Ladies and Gentleman, boys and girls, stalker and loser, people who keep read my blog well I- DONT- CARE, i just wantto let you know that people, IM BROKE! during this holiday, my dad spent rm10 a day for lunch and dinner. hehhhhhhhh? i dont have any spare money to get some stuff. takkan nak kluakan duit almost everyday dkt bank en? OMG!

Im just thinking that i just want find a job. but i really cant :( M A L A S okay *think fiqa think*. No matter what happen, i have to find my own pocket money. but how ? takkan nak mengharap dut parents? well fiqa you're big girl now. although , you're a student but you cant simply ask money from your parents. Its not nice fiqa. Whatevahhhh la!

Fiqa mempunyai otak yang boleh berfikir, im just think that i probably should change my money 'strategy'.Why i just sit at home, rarely hangout with my friends, rarely spending my money through foods. well people, I am a food lover! okay fiqa! kurangkan beli benda benda yang tak berfaedah.bila fikir balik, last week, i just spent rm500 A week!Omg, ! apa yang sedang berlaku kepada hidup fiqa? hahaTadelah, fiqa membeli some stuff seperti straightener rambut, make up stuff, clothes, and my piercings. yang lain tu cam top up, ciggaretes, joli sana sini

I miss FIQ so much okay dah almost 3 weeks tak jumpa. bukan sebab malas ke apa, it just we dont have time to spend time together. now i dah holiday pun dia busy dengan kerja. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. hey people youguys know that i love fiq every single day? nothing can make me happy except for him to be with me always (: He rock my world la <3

Back to my story, what should i do know? should i live without money? i dont think so. fuck la !

cool statement huh?

lepas lepak dengan arif aje, i just masuk dalam my room and i saw mama tengah online. so i was like, fine la. penat dah online dengan arif en. hahaha. then, i terbaca this things tau which is zodiac punya petunjuk camtuh la. i tau its khurafat bila membaca. but quite interesting kottt, seriously.

This is for gemini woman. because im a geminian (:

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. she has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. she is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You cannot tie her down with the word 'LOVE' because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. you have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. you have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you upby acting like a free little bird. her conversation will not bored you. she able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all you care, But once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. she can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. she is a quick with person and learn new things very fast. she can see you projects ans she can give you good advice. if she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your bestfriend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. her multiple changes and many moods is a 'charm' for many men. she can be laughing for 2 minutes and later sunddely quiet. she wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. she expects a lot and nearly too much. she is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boyfriend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forghet you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning amor, so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she believe today can be different tomorrow

She could communication with more than 1 languanges, a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she wont say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. normally she will not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest, she can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. she never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Dont ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, She will be supportive person and always be beside you. she has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally (:

Save my Zaza please :(

sekarang dia berada di Wad HUKM renal icu becuse of her penyakit. im not sure what penyakit she's got, but she aint stabil right now. she miss her mum and her mum will visit her. and please save my zaza. i love her so much. i've knew her since i was sixteen. sebab dia, i dapat my great ex, faez :( please save my zaza

Selamat Hari Buruh

Kepada semua pekerja Selamat Hari Buruh. ade masa ni boleh chill2, hangout together, relax dekat rumah ke, pi bereakrasi ke ape ke, buat private party ke. HAHAHAHAHA. weekend do. nak nak tengah gaji skang ni en. hahahaha. tade la gurau saje (: btw gunakan masa terluang ni untuk membuat segala aktiviti berfaedah agar amalan hidup kite sehat sejahtera kan kan.

Fiqa disini bukan la perkerja, fiqa adalah sepenuh masa pelajar Ipts, tapi cuti jugak. hahaha, agak benak skit tatau nak buat ape kat rumah even mama dengan my brother ade. but still cam bosan gile. papa pergi bali for few days. so cam tade tempat nak mintak duit sume, hihihi.

btw lupaa, congratulations kepada cinta hati sayaa yang telah dapat bekerja bersamaa ape entah. atlast dapat kerja. jangan malas2 ye brader! wa sailang kepala lu kalau lu malas. hahahaha. aduh, rindu dah kat gajah ni :(

my mistake or their mistake?

*bangun tido* *Mandi and gosok gigi*
I tried to eat something but i really cant. i have to eat bubur mcd apa2 pun. that's the only way i can do and eat. but it takes time.this fucking piercing ni buat i tabole makan. Well fiqa serves your right! nak sangat buat en. haha. but who cares man. lalala (: i called mcd to get order

para pap pap pap Im lovin it! -________-

Abg mcd: Selamat petang boleh saya bantu?
Fiqa: Mau buat pesanan
Abg Mcd: Boleh saya tahu siapa di sana?
Fiqa: Fiqa
Abg mcd : Miss syafiqah yeah? Yang duduk di blablablabla
Fiqa: yeah yeah yeah *cepat la lapar ni*
Abg mcd: boleh saya dapatkan pesanan cik?
Fiqa: okay bagi satu mc.............
Abg mcd : maaf cik fiqa. kami tidak boleh membuat penghantaran ke sana kerana hujan lebat
Fiqa: huh?? *look outside* abang sini cerah je kott
Abg mcd: maaf adik kami tidak boleh membuat penghantaran
Fiqa: Absolutelyyy sucks do service mcd!!
*tutttttttttttttttttttttt*

what a worst service i've got. cam sial. at last kamal bawak i makan mcd. and i've take two hours for finished my small bubur mcd. even kamal makan jagung and ais cream mcdonald, i still tak habis makan lagi. hahaha.

New Piercing

29th april 2009, day to remember. hihi, tayah nak poyo sangat laaa. anyways, i have my own tounge piercing kot. hihi. at first i just online and comment with random people. suddenly i have nothing to do with myself because i am getting bored since semester break ni. so i was like comment-ing with atilia and ask her to hangout with me. so we did hang out.last makan pun dengan atilia makan mcdonalds. since we went out, atilia banyak gile tersasul like stad, dia sebut tad, anddia doublekan perkataan. funny okayyy. hahaha thanks atilia temankan pierce lidah. i have my great momment with you yesterday.

right after that, malam tuh lepak dengan kamal and few friends kat mali, wangsa maju. teman kamal makan char kueh tiau. then we went to danau kota bought some stuff. 2.45am, we went to one place *not telling* . tengok bola, man utd vs arsenal. haha arsenal kalah. BOOYAH! haha. but tak minat pun duadua pasukan tuh.

btw people, i will uplod my picture during we went out and my new piercing. hihi. will update later. malas nak type panjang2. thank you mwah <3

housemates :(

haha first of all, ni nak cakap. nampak tak bantal i pegang tuh? tulaa my bantal busuk. haha. senonoh en? fiq suka bantal i. tade la busuk mana actually. nampak je busuk, but heck, wangi okayyy. sumpah! i just post this because i cam rindu kat housemates i. ni baru bape orang. tak masuk xera, shoot dengan b. and and this is my room sebelum diubahsuaikan. so agak messy sume laaa. okay moving on, now dah start cuti sem ni kinda bored la because duduk kl en, tadapat jumpa my housemates ni sume. rindu je kat dorang.
Yang ushie ni ( left) dia partner smoker fiqa. asal nak hisap rokok mesti sesama la dengan dia. kadang2 sampai dia tade rokok pun, cara nak paw, aku dah tau dah. haha. dalam rumah tuh, dia je tau life fiqa cane. sebab yang lain tau jugak, tapi tak sejahat cam fiqa la. haha. well rindu gile kat ushie gila babi kot. Next yang bertudung tuh, dia laa driver rumah fiqa. sebab dia je yang bwk keta pi unisel en. fav place dia, tesco la kot. everyweek mesti pi tesco tak pun kedai runcit kat blakang danaumas because cam selalunya beli barang laa. so papahal, kena roger dia awal. dia pun busy woman. memanjang ade class. but i do love her sial. dia banyak berjasa dengan fiqa. (:
next, yang tengah berdiri tuh. meea nama dia. dia chef kat rumah sewa kot. tapi menu yang sama la yang dia selalu masak. nasi goreng. hahaha tape tetap tiptop do dia punya nasi goreng sampai bee dengan shoot nak pi ephoria pun bungkus nasi goreng tuh. HAHAHAHA (: dia tu selalu gak lekat dekat dapur. cam tabole tengok dapur kotor skittt. mesti menyalak cam mak lampir. budak2 rumah plak jenis yang tak makan saman, nak or tak, kena tadah telinga jela bile dia dah menyalak. hahaha. aku rindu do kat dorang sume. xera pun aku rindu. rindu sesangat. nak tunggu 31may09, lama lagi la en. cam tercanguk je kat rumah tatau nak buat ape :((

manusia durjana

tidak tahu bagaimana rasanya hendak luahkan. tapi ape boleh buat, sini la tempatnya. walaupun seseorang tu kaya, namun jangan sangka yang kalian boleh menghina mencaci memandang rendah mahupun bergaya seperti seorang yang perfection. jangan la berfikiran seperti itu. kepada seorang lelaki yang megah dirinya kaya, renung renungkan laaa.

kau hanya seorang lelaki yang mempunyai banyak duit dan harta dari orang tua kau. namun skit aku tak heran sebab aku tidak sangka yang kau berlagak seperti harta tu kau yang usaha sendiri. kau silap besar. kau mampu bagi aku kemewahan, namun aku tak sangka dengan cara itu kau mahu aku kembali semula kepada kau. well, aku sanggup bagi balik la kemewahan kau tuh, atas permintaan kau. hahaha*well dia mintak balik semua barang dia bagi. ape jenis lelaki tuh?* well i dont mind actually. i can buy with my own money. dont bother about this things.

bila dah mintak balik, kite macam rasa nak tergelak pun ade sebab perangai sebegini rupa tak sepatutnya berada dalam muka bumi kita. fyi peoples, i tak kisah langsung pasal harta dia or dia anak orang berada. tapi kalau perangai dia tabole nak membuatkan kebahagiaan kepada aku, buat ape? kalau stakat duit yang berkepuk2, tayah laa. hahaha patu mintak balik. gila tabole blah.

i dont care about him anymore, i dont even care what happen to him after this. and aku harap, dia takkan datang lagi disini. remember moron, kalau aku nampak muka kau depan mata aku, AKU LUDAH!

brand new handphone

byebye sem 2

haha, for your information, today i've finished my life with semester two. haha, last exam for this semester which is pengajian malaysia. memang tough gila soalan dia and sumpah cam tak confident with all my answers. mhm. but what to do. like nafis said, its my choice to do my own decision, padan la muka aku tak blaja en. thanks for the advice nafis. well kat sini fiqa nak buat perjanjian satt -_-

my third sem ni will be my short sem. here i wanna make a deal to youguys who read my blog, i will study hard. like more more more hard, i just wanna make my parents and people who love me, proud to have successful fiqa. i admit that i've been so lazy all of sudden. pengakuan ni. last minute baru nak study en. i am bad person kott. but i promise i'll do my best on third sem. please pray for me okay :)

Birthday Boy

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AINUL

well ainul is big boy now. dont cry too much yeah babe. stick bestfriends, you tau en i sayang you. have a blast birthday babe. keep your promise tau ainul. dont start again, aku libas kau kat dindingg ;) sorry babe tade present. tak sempat nak cari. final nak dekat. sayang kau babe <3

dont bother me

prefer to be alone!

im okay im cool :)

well whatever happens to me, its my fate and i'll accept that. Dugaan yang paling tak sangka berlaku, is when someone that i love most, dumped on me. Insan yang aku pikir betul2 sayang aku since first time i met him are not loyal with me. curang? sudah menjadi perkara biasa bagi dia

aku tatau bila aku belum ada apa2 hubungan dengan dia, aku percaya dia. nampak dia begitu sayang pada aku. tapi bila dijodohkan bersama, ada je benda nak gaduh. cari seribu alasan nak jauhkan diri dari aku, nak bertengkak. aku redha je apa dia cuba sampaikan pada aku, dan akhirnya tuhan ingin tunjuk sesuatu pada aku,

Fiqa sarah main comment dengan fiq, dia bersayang2 bagai dengan sarah. then fiq sound sarah sume.

setia ke tuh? well, aku mampu gelak je untuk sorok segala semuanyaa perasaan. apa boleh buat benda pun dah jadi and dah tade pape. ini suma atas kehendak dia sendiri. tipu la kalau aku tak sedih, tapi takkan nak menangis meraung2 hanya kerana insan yang sebegitu? mungkin ada, tapi aku cukup kuat hadapi semua ini. kemungkinan ada sampai masa tuhan akan tunjukkan. may God bless him and his happiness.

aku kembali single.
not interested foe anyones.

Sakit Mata

This is funny story. cani yeah. Two weeks ago one of my housemates meea, sakit mata and till now tak baik lagi. cam boleh dikatakan dia yang bawak wabak and virus dalam rumah tuh. hahahaha. memang mata diadah jadi kes berat because she have to make appointment with specialist. Mata hitam dia ada problem. and now dia pandang pun cam kabur2. So, dia direhatkan dekat rumah selama 2 minggu dan tidak pergi ke kelas.

right after that, my housemate said that bee ( my housemate jugak) has a same problem, memula tade la teruk sangat. biasa2 je. lama2 you can imagine that her white eyes turns red. like really2 red. I was like omg bee, dah macam mata hantu pun ade, serious menakutkan. hahaha. kenapaa ehh mata bee jadi camtuh? let me tell you this, after one week meea dapat penyakit mata tuh, bee asked meea to put 'air mata meea yg sakit tuh' at her eyes. HAHAHAHAAHA! bee , rasakan okayyy. best tak bila kena pakai sunglases pi class, bawak 1 kotak tissue tesco en. hahaha.

next, selang 2 o 3 days, shoot also my housemates have a same eye problem aswell. hahaha, tapi shoot punya tak teruk sangat. but i think she really need to go speacilist. shoot punya tak berair, dia cam ade ketumbit tuh. tapi still nampak do, mata dia besar. hahahahaha.
And now, pet pulak berjangkit. how mehhh? hahahaha. mata berair and dalam rumah sewa aku sume ade pesakit mata accept for me xera and sawwa. nad youguys, pesakit2 mata ni agak kurang ajar la en especially bee because i dengan xera selalu bahan mata dia sampai bee mau bagi air mata tu kat i and xera. wtfff? final nak dekat okayy. do you mind bee? i nak sihattt okay. hahahaha.tanak laa jadi rabak mata kalau masuk final nnt en ;p

anyway for my housemates yang ada eye problem, get well soon yeah :) i still love youguys, mwahh <3

speedzone 2009

first of all im sorry for late updating my blog. im just busy with study things. hopefully youguys will understand that. Saturday, 4.4.2009 was amazing day. Before speedzone me, kak mira, kak lia and kamal went to pavillion. my sister busy with find her new cloth for speedzone and atlast bukan beli apepun -_________- rumors mengatakan bahawasanyaaa speedzone tabole pakai sexysexy.

*FUCKED UP*

9.30pm after we went to pavillion, we went back to my house. nak siap2 en. excited to tadela sangat. we afraid that jawi will come and rush that event. then my sister cam gaduh with kamal. so everyone cam moody je. and you know what, Fiq didnt came to speedzone. he said he will come. but sadly, no :( but anyway continus this, masa ontheway pi kl tower dah dengar dah sound2 yang menghairahkan. HAHAHAHA.

ZON LAJU ZON LAJU KAMI DATANG 2x

*kl tower* 10.30pm, baru sampai entrance. sumpah cam ramai gile and cam selamba pakai sexy, hot2. And again *fucked up*. my sister really mad about her uncomfortable cloth that she wear, not to sexy, but hey she still sexy okayyy. went to entrance, my feelings are mixed up do. takut, ghairah, excited, happy sume ade lah till some of them said this.

Is: Napa fiqa takut ni, umur 19 en. insyallah boleh masuk. kita enjoy okay.
Atuk: Fiqa okay tak?
Kamal: Tenang je
Mira: Kau pahalllll? asal takut? * my sister's style. camni laaa.*

Dah sampai dalam, memang tak ingat la en. i saw hakim, i just wanted to see my bestfriend, ainul but fucked up gila coverage cam sial. call tak dengar. so im not be able to see him. *sorry ainul*
*during speedzone* im not telling what happened that day but seriously i miss an enjoy that. Thanks kamal thanks mira and others.

*pssttt, after speedzone, i met fiq at subang. im just miss him seriously :(*

Addicted

every night, late late night i will play COUNTER STRIKE. dah lama kot tak main since standard 6 lagi. then skang baru kembali active. thanks to pet.


selalunya la en, i jadi police, i dont know why i tanak jadi terorrist. cam jahatt plak en. tapi sumpahh do i addicted gila dengan game ni dari dulu. orang kataa game ni dah lama, but who cares, kalau nak ajak i main dota, harapan la i reti en. hahahaha ;pp

My Sister Go Crazy :)

After we went out to pavillion with kamal, fiq and lia, we went to subang. my sister and kamal went to euphoria and me? HAHA, meet fiq at subang <3 this is shows that my sister go crazy. hahaha :)

thiss is my sister, lia and kamal. i do love them<3

part one

part two

part three

i do have a lot of her pictures. but hey, im late for class. im going class now. toodles :)

I love this

Location : 801, danaumas, ShahAlam :)

AprilFool by Kamal and Mira.

My phone rangg *i picked up*

kamal : fiqa, kau katne?
Fiqa : Kat rumah sewa. awat kamal?
Kamal : tade fiqa camni. aku tension laa. speedzone cam cancel oh. sebab tak dapat permit. so cam kena cancel la. masalahnya ticket dah beli. kira burn la camtuh.
Fiqa : haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ?
Kamal : tulaa, aku tatau nak jawab ape dengan akak hang nanti. sure dia mengamuk punya
Fiqa : alaa, bukan salah kamal pulakk en. dah tade permittt nak buat cane. tapi sumpah pukimakk do aku semangat nak pergi dia boleh buat hal plak. weyh, agak2 la. ingat aku tak beli ticket ke?sialll laa
Kamal : hang boleh tolong bitau akak hang tak, pasal aku takut nak bitau dia. kau call dia skangg. aku cam malas la, nanti dia merajuk kang. aku tatau nak jawab ape.
Fiqa: okay laaaa. japgi fiqa message dia
kamal: papahal text kamal okay?


*we hang up*
then, i texted my sister
"weyh pet, ape cite speedzone dah cancel"


*My sister called me*
Mira: ape kes do?
Fiqa: mana la aku tau * then i told her what did kamal told me just now*
Mira : tape la nak buat cane. kite tunggu freedom jela
Fiqa: lambat lagi do.
Mira: tapela nak buat cane
Fiqa: Sial laaa. sumpah cam puki
Mira: weyh, aku nak bagitau yang sebenarnyaaaa kau kena tipuu. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. APRILFOOOLLLLL SISTER!!!!!
Fiqa: SIALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! sumpah sial do . aku dapat korang nanti aku bunuh korang serious!
Mira: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. dah la pi miss call kamal.
fiqa: sumpah tak klaka do. bye!


*kamal called me*
Fiqa : KAMALLLLLLLL! sumpah kau mintak kaki aku oh
Kamal: HAHAHAHAHAHAH. tenang deh. padan muka kau. hahahahah
Fiqa: tak klaka do. kamal buat fiqa down kot tadi. dah tade mood nak main game sume. siott do
Kamal: jangan risau laa. sabtu ni kita partyyy oke. tadi tipuuuu! hahahahahaha .
Fiqa: dah la kamal, aku jumpa kau dengan mira siap la kauu. hahahahaha
Kamal : alololo, mengada la kau. dah la aku nak call akak hang. bye

kamal and mira kenakan aku do. memang tak klaka. sumpah nak nangis kottt !

Mula Terasa Bosan

haha, aku dah mula terasa bosan dengan life sekarang ni.

aku dah mula terasa bosan dengan myspace

aku dah mula terasa bosan dengan belajar

aku dah mula terasa bosan dengan pihak sekililing

aku dah mula terasa bosan dengan segalanyaa.

AprilFool

haha, dah aprill wehh todayyy. i cant wait for 4 april 09(speedzone), 8april 09 which is papa's birthday and crapp, papa and my brother are going to capetown :( we cant celebrate papa's birthday on that time. well, i hope papa and my brother will be safe come and back to malaysia. amin ;)

dream?

okay this is really2 sweet dream and seriously marah gila kat shoot sebab kejut aku mintak duit tickett! babi shoootttttt. hahahaha here goes. i was met one of my ex *not telling who's the guy* and at first we fight for reason i asked broke up with him. suddenly he hugged me and seriously that time was sweet kot. *cam agak rindu dia la now* and dia ajak datang rumah dia so that we can spend time together. and tiba2 *ni lucu skit* mama dia ada dekat rumah and kena marah blablabla, but he did back up me. he's like told his mom that he do love me very much. hahaha. sumpah sweet gile kot. but it just a dream. cam even kejap pun, i do miss my ex(s).

maybe i did a mistakes with all my ex(s) and they did not enjoy their life with me. i am so sorry for thatt and i've really a great time during with youguys. im here to say that i will pray for your happiness and be safe always okay. for those who had lost contact with me, i dont like this things happen. i just want to be a friends like we did before couple. maybe i hurt youguys, but i am sorry for that. im sorry :)

Raja Mohd Afiq

Apish

Mohd Faez

Bobo

Nabil

Afrokid

Ruzzy

Asyraff Muntazarr

3 more days

i cant wait for this saturday people

for those who come for party this saturday, See yeah okayyy :)

today

31 march 2009, 9.00pm at shah alam. a night to remember when me and my housemates went out to unisel met bie and shoot. after that, something expected happened when pet and her boyfriend are fight like really2 bad fight. at first we just act like normal, but something bad happened (not telling) we're just left by salwa's car. and omg, we realized that pet's boyf was following us. *salwa drove her car like superduper gila babi punya oh* and salwa said, "weyh, aku tak penah tekan minyak abis camni". during we run from her boyf, meea cried over and over. she was scared. and she's not feeling well btw. imagine this, kereta minyak salwa full tank kot, tibe2 jadi setengah nak larikan diri punya pasal. lepas dah jauh dari boyf pet, kiteorang cool down kat kawasan perumahan. we're want make a police report, but dah sayang sangat boyf dia, dia tanak. hello, dah pukul pet sume nak bantai sume, memang tak laa. agak2 la nak pukul anak orang en. and dia spoilkan my plan kot. just nak pi bank in duit je. kiteorang kena stay outside till 12.00am with 'bapak' aswell. haha thanks bapak. back to story, after what have boy'f pet done towards pet, i just cant accept this because i've face this situation kot. and i tanak pet kena jugak. biar dia tak rasa kena pukul dengan lelaki. i just want to save her life, seriously. for those who like beat girls, please stop this shit. it so annoying. please fucked up. cam tade life do. nak jadi lelaki dayus ke? think before you act. dont let my friends down.

2 minggu takpi class

AKU DAH MULA TERASA MALAS.

KENAPA?

ENTAH. HAHAHA =P

new chapter

i've been through alot of things in my life. im just feel sad, happy, worst, miserable, cheeky. but who care's all this shitt. ohh bytheway im back people. im gonna active back this blog.


first, i would like to share about my life now.im now with afrokid anymore. he left and we build our own book story. mama said, just move on. think about my studies. dont think too much. i think mama was truth. papa said, dont bother about im anymore. i will not lose anything. and papa 100% truth. now im just hapy with someone who concern every single thing about me. yes i do ;) about my study, quite okay. but alot of assignments kot kena buat, final nak dekat. so i kena cocentrate about my study.



people, eventhough im just lose someone who i really love before, but i do have my sister and ah beng aswell. they cheer me up, always. im just happy to be with them anyhow. before this im down like shitt and nobody know that, but now i do have my own sister and ah beng who really concern about me. ah beng kau la abang aku dunia akhirat do. hahahaha. then, i have my new friend, close friend i guess. nafis his name. he heard all my problem and he always with me, thanks nafis. even you're far, but we do have good time kan kan kan.



i miss ashela, weyna,virginie,tyka,syra, icky very much, seriously i dah tak jumpa dorang lamaaa gile. maybe certain busy skola, busy keja. so i cam faham. i pun busy jugak maybe kite tabole nak spend time sesama like we did before. but i want youguys know that i really2 love youuguys so much okayyy. last but not least, you know what im really exciting about ?

hahaha, this this this. see you this saturday peoples :)

pengajian malaysia?

this is the story. i woke up at 7.45am and class start pukul 8.30. bayangkan from kl nak ke shah alam amik masa bape lama. but alhamdulillah, i sampai 8.45. adelah sebab2 tertentu. hahaha. class start and everyone is like *sleepy* *boring* *unwell*. because of lecturer tu menggelebeh sumpah tak ingat. dia membebel with his microphone sume, but still, i didnt heard anything. because me, meea and eyra dengar MP3.

pukul 9 start, and masa tuh semangat tu ada lah en, around 11.30 above, i tgk syaza dah tido, mira dengan sakitnyaa. dia demam kottt. eyra texting with zai, meea with her mp3, caped tak habis2 dengan lukisan dia, acip with his surat khabar, faqeeem? tak sempat nak tengok. yang lain2 tuh sume juniors. juniors agak baik laaa sume en. sampai satu masa i dengar lecturer tu cakap.

okay saya bagi kamu semua rehat 1o minit. after rehat saya akan amik kedatangan lagi skali

*dalam kepala otak dah pikir rokok*

then i attack eyra ajak teman ke toilet. then masuk toilet we gossip pasal her boyf, mine pasal myspacers sume la en. suddenlyyyy one woman masuk while im smoking.

mak haihhh, kuatnyaaaa bau rokokkkkk. said that woman. eura pandang i, i pandang eyra. i was like bagi sign untuk blahhh. right after she go to the toilet, i dengan eyra lari and sumpah cuak gilaa kott.

and after we masuk, still class ade till 3pm. thanks to mr i-dont-know-his-name. sumpah ngantok gila kott todayyyy.

Happy Birthday Mama

HAPPY 47TH BIRTHDAY HOT MAMA (:

Kepada pn Samsiah binti osman ibu kepada nurul ain syafiqah ingin mengucapkan selamat hari jadi yang ke-47. may god bless you mama and have a blast birthday. i love you always always always. mwahhh (:

Perutt ohh peruttt

since rabu perut gilagila babi sakit punyaaa sampai 2 hari tak tido. so tadehal laa. thanks tu Ainul because onthephone semasa dia sasau sorang2. hahahaha =p btw perut tu sakit until pergi class sume laaa. macam siallll. semalam pukul 1 pagi pergi clinic area shah alam, and saya ni, nurul ain syafiqah binti mohd razip mempunya SEMBELIT, BUASIR DAN GASTRIK. HAHAHAHAHAHA =p

DOCTOR SAID ;
Badan fiqa ni stress sampai pemakanan pun tak terancang. banyak minum air tak ? buat masa skang fiqa kena minum 1 setengah air kosong besar. kasi acid dalam badan tuh kurang. Fiqa tabole makan fast food, makanan berminyak, makanan pedas and kena selalu makan sayur-sayuran, buah-buahan, bubur ke. nanti saya bagi ubat untuk pulihkan semua okayyy.

and youguys tau tak, semua tu kena rm75. memang aku suka keluarkan duit banyak2. hahahahahaha =p anyway perut still sakit lagi. makan pun tak lalu. makan ubat pun cam tak luttt. but dont worry, i'll be okayyy .

new schedule (:

DIPLOMA PHOTOGRAPHIC TECHNOLOGY SEM 2 (DP04)

monday : pengajian islam 8.30am-11.30am
pengajian malaysia 2.00pm - 5.00pm

tuesday : history of art and design 9.30am - 1.30pm
proficiency english II 2.00pm - 5.00pm

wednesday : OFF DAY

thursday : Element of photography 8.30am-1.30pm
photography mechanic 2.30pm - 7.00pm

Friday : OFF DAY

Saturday : OFF DAY

Sunday : OFF DAY

amacam? hahahaha. memang best la dapat camni. dengan hari2 jalan kaki pi unisel redah tasik sumee. pergghh, HAHAHA. bak kata muntazar la en, biar bersenam and jangan la naik taxi kalau boleh, sebab cam membazir. dia suruh kempiskan perut. *agak kurang ajar* HAHAHA. but i do like it, serioushit. oh btw class pengajian malaysia gabung dengan junior DP05. hahaha. agak cam ramai laaa. tapi okayyy gak. later peeps, im not in then mood. xoxo =p

new handphone

AT LAST, dapat gak handphone baru. hahahahaha . i love my handphone now. serious fuckkkk ! hahahaha.

mengambil kesempatan

hahaha, today entry? membosankan. why ? because i dont have any of idea for today. okay just for short, demam i tak baik lagi akibat tak makan ubat and kasi melarat je 24/7. dengan hingus yang penuh di hidung, kahak akibat batuk. duguisting gile, but what to do. i selamba je. hahahaha . i woke up at 7am. terdengan xera onthephone with syuk. then sambung tido till 8am. since that, tak tido2 pun eventhough class kol 2.

2pm. i pergi class pengajian malaysia, agak best jugak. sebab gabung dengan juniors. so cam agak hebat gak laa. ecehhhh. but tade pun cam langsi ke ape sume en. hahahaha . hidup sebagai senior walaupun baru sem dua, macam dapat gak i rasa. hahaha. blablabla, malas nak mencarut dah . later peeps. bye bye

apologize

ohh para pembaca dikasihi. setelah sekian lama, blog ni dah berabuk dah pun, dah tak diupdate, dah tak diusik oleh saya kerana beberapa sebab. sebabnya adalah saya sudah rasa malas dengan blog, kerana kejadian pc saya stuck bila nak update blog ni. tiap kali nak masuk pictures, dia akan stuck. sebab kedua, saya sibuk dengan pelajaran di shah alam , dan tidak berpeluang untuk mengudpatekan blog ini hari demi hari. sibuk melanda diri dengan schedule penuh class, assignments dan lain2. sebab ketiga, hidup kini dah musnah dan tade ape yang saya minat untuk bercerita. but i promise i'll update if ade free time okayy. thanks for reading.

IM AWAY :)