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its hard to let him go huh? think think think. enough fiqa. he left you now. puas dah ape yang kau dah buat? fiqa, are you happy now? bodo sial blame diri sendiri. i always do that. keep blame myself, for those mistakes i've done. padan muka padan muka.

i dont care what people gonna say about me now. i terpaksa tebal muka, terpaksa meluahkan segala isi hati kerna tak sanggup lagi menyimpan. mungkin segelintir akan tahu liku liku kehidupan, tapi mereka tak faham. and mereka sume tak tahu ape yang berlaku sebenarnya. but this is what i am now. seorang perempuan yang lemah mengharapkan yang lama datang kembali memberi satu lagi peluang. sia sia fiqa. yes! i know. all i've done now sume siasia. should i booo myself? i think i shouldd.

boooyaah fiqaaaaa!

i cant stop thinking every single things about him, really. i did tried. but i cant. why? *tiada jawapan*

ingat lagi tak first meet kita di nurin, desa pandan. berkobar2 dia mau jumpa fiqa walaupun tengah hujan time, dia sanggup datang lepak sama. *time tu dia pakai scooter je*

ingat lagi tak time 10.10.07 you ajak i teman u pi shopping raya and that time my rm300 bucks hilang. i nanges, you nak tolong i. but heck, i baru kenal you en. so i cam ragu2 je. and that time first time you hantar i balik then you that was our first time you kiss me. secara tak sengaja okayy

ingat lagi tak 11.10.07, you mintak couple dengan i through comment *that gentle okay* you siap cakap, sudikah you menjadi girlfriend i? that time i cam sayang you. and most special is, that time is your birthday. masa tuh dia cakap i adalah his super fucking great birthday present that he had.

ingat lagi tak, kita berdua penah kena belasah with pondan's at pondan's place. cant recall that place. you save my world kan time tuh

ingat lagi tak, bila i marah je or merajuk dengan you, you belikan i fetuccine alfredo which is my favourite food.

ingat lagi tak, kita penah mandi dekat dem taman melawati. its just like you and me je

ingat lagi tak, when pagi2 kita lapar kita selalu order mcd.

ingat lagi tak, you selalu peluk i bila i tengah tv and selalu kacau i bila i duduk senang skittt.

ingat lagi tak, time you ade duit lebih skitt, you mesti ajak pi pavilion beli some stuff untuk i

ingat lagi tak, first reaction you tunjuk kat i your new R1 superbike.

ingat lagi tak, masa i pegi ke sepang tengok you with your superbike thingy

ingat lagi tak, i beraya di rumah you, and your mum masakkan laksa

ingat lagi tak, you bawak my mum my brother and ushie mandi laut at port dickson. and that time kite sesatt sampai ke banting masa ontheway back to kl.

ingat lagi tak, you penah pukul i kat bawah rumah sewa i sampai polis datang.

ingat lagi tak, bila you bawak i pi genting?

ingat lagi tak, bila i nampak you pegang tangan with other girl at sunway :(

banyaknya nak kena ingat. but i kept in my mind, always. tade niat pun nak lupa. *sayang*
btw tak tido lagi and now dah 8am. my eyes are closing. i cant open it. i should get some sleep. toodles (: