one word, Enough!

It just all over again. Padan muka kau fiqa, you're looking for infliction, not for your happiness in your life, HAHA. ada lagi manusia yang boleh tak fikirkan hati dan perasaan bila bercinta. tolong la sedar, kau dalam dunia percintaan. kalau tanak semua tu, then leave, nape mahu lagi kan? Wake up fiqa, this is not the first time he did this. I know people's around said that im stupid, now i realize that was true. and i dont care what will your friends say, i dont care, and i couldnt care less because they evaluate me in bad person eventho is actually your fault. so i dont care now. no offense.

I shouldnt love him. No regrets, but it was my mistakes perhaps. Maybe people's around dont understand what im trying to do with my relationship. im searching for the best, i fix for my own good sake, but it just a mistakes. im not be able to change someone who really stuck with flirting attitude. Im sorry im not the one who can stand with your way.

He doesnt seem like to apprieciate you, fiqa. move on with your way. find your happiness and find someone better and can makes you smile and happy, that's the best. Haha, im trying people, no worries. im gonna give others chance to enter my life. enough with this bullshit. im looking for the right guys, maybe not for this time, but i will wait. time will comes. im just make sure that i wont repeat my mistake again. and hell yeah, moving on is the best way. No offense again, but you dont deserves me. go with your life and this is gonna be the last time you stay in my blog. Im no longer yours and no story about you in my blog. Tutup buku =]

VIOLENCE WONT SETTLE THE PROBLEMS, BASTARD :)

mejiku

i have your t-shirt here. i smell you and i miss you.

k, bye :(

oh my brother.

brother: angah.
me: before you speak, do u make any appointment?
brother:what? no.
me: no appointment, no talk.
brother: i wanna ask u la stupid. when u come home.
me: tomorrow never die. haha.
brother: u die tomorrow. i guarantee that. i upah bounty hunter to hunter you.
me: MOTHER FATHER! (motherfu*ker)
brother: u ah. hey you. u know Snoop Dogg ?of course u know right ?

me: yeah the nigga one. like u. why?

brother: chat with u like biskut almond london u know ? kjp online kjp off? he is islam u know ?

me: hey hey. my broadband is fucking lembab one

brother: yeah. just like u -____-

fucking ass my brother. hahaha. but i do love him. he's effin sweet and i know he miss me :)

Lebam(s)

TERIMA KASIH DUGAAN

ALHAMDULILLAH :)

Biru :(

this biru is owned by kamal, my brother. this car are meant to me. my brother fetch me using this car and what im feel so sad right now is, my brother gonna sale his car because of his reasonable. but i do feel sad because i love this car so fucking much. maybe this is the best for kamal itself. pls dont be naughty biru, u know im gonna miss you and love you always. much love from me, BIRU.

This car

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS BIRU. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :(

You deserves this.

honestly to say that, im crying while i've heard this song. it mean alot to me. shit =[

Credit to: Meea

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Who she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement
I swear now I can’t take it
Knowing somebody’s got my baby.
And now you ain’t around, baby I can’t think
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life. my shorty, my wife
She left me, I’m tied
Cuz I knew that it just ain’t right

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Who she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn’t give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback
Now I’m in the club thinkin all about my baby
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait
I guess that love wasn’t enough

I’m goin through it every time that I’m alone
And now i’m missin, wishin she’d pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one
Cuz I was wrong

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Who she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they’re gone and you wish
You could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they’re gone and
You wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Who she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Who she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

101010

HAPPY TENTENTWENTYTEN PEOPLE!

NICE NUMBER ISNT IT?

LOVE THAT.

Speedzone huh?

Another story i have to split up. I went to kak ieka's place at Taman Shamelin. Well, its nearer at my school. Seri Bintang Utara. Im just miss my school time. Nothing much changed with the school. Stay same. Well, back to the story, while im at kak ieka's place Kamal wrote at his BBM(blackberry Messanger) status, Which is "Speedzone cant brings Ciggaretes, Lighter and Inhaler?"

SUMPAHHHH!!?

Okay first i have to say that luckily im not going there because like hello people, KL Live event such a superduper bored okay. I've been there before. OMG, what can i say is the speaker is sucks, the crowd, Full of Jack-ass! and heck!! i've heard the ciggaretes thingy. what a shame.

second thing is, i know KL Live cant smoke, but this speedzone cant even brings cigga inside the Event? Bukan ke KL Live ade smoking area!!? Then how like the smokers wants to smoke? they cant do that, for real.If inhaler cant brings in, then its okay with that. I know the organizer wants to make sure that event is under control and full of secure. But perlu ke sampai rokok and lighter tabole bawak? WTF! thats all i can mencarut.

Come on people, bukan nak cakap apa or nak judge this event, but for sure those audience wants the best and feel worth for buying the tickets. the event are getting bored day by day. dont you realize, peoples around are criticize the event. you can see the percentage of the crowd. Last 2 years or make it simple, Last year jela. there was almost 90%. as we can see before, they came from Johor, Malacca and some other place i might dont know, but still they are raver-ing themselves. they just wanna have fun. but now the percentage is decrease. Ican see that.

Okay moving on, the ticket. have you noticed that the cost ticket is fucking expensive? Yes it is. and if the event is fucking amazing, you know it worth for it, seriously. No offense but youguys remember Last Speedzone at genting? i can say that i've enjoy with last event. the event, the venue, the crowd, the sound and everything. Way better than KL Live.

THANK GOD, FIQA YOU NOT GOING THERE

Okay here goes, i dont feel like im adverse if not heading there. Fuck no people. unfortunetely, it save my 40 bucks for ticket, 30 for other, 10 for cigga. Almost 100 bucks okay i can save. i even can save for paramore or zoukout perhaps. LOL! if you dont like m y opinion, im motherfucking dont give a damn. Chow, xx.

need honest?

Honestly, are you in love right now?
- fuck no. im not into that. sorry =]

Honestly, what's going on in your mind right now?
-how im gonna have 500 bucks before 11.12.10.

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
-answer this shits? -__-

Honestly, what you did today?
-watching television

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
-Sometimes i can be. *wooooooahh.

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
-God knows.

Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
-Nope.

Honestly, are you jealous on someone now?
-not for now. its wortless with the motherfuckers.

Honestly, what makes you happy all the time?
- party!

Honestly, what do you want to see at this very moment?
-zoukout babyy!

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
-I do! everyone do.

Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
-I hate someone that i loved! period.

Honestly, what do you wanna hug right now?
-My pillows (sleepy though)

Honestly, do your wrist hurt?
-My heart bleeds.

Honestly, are you in denial?
-Yes I am.

Honestly, does anyone like you?
-Oh no.

Honestly, do you answer this question correctly?
-fuck yes.

oh weekend!

I was supposed to do my Creative Strategy ASSingment by now but I am Facebook -ing instead. Afan did told me about the commercial that need to be done, but like what afan said, Oh, kalau nak buat, buat la. afan dah malas. Ala tape, next sem kite bole mencuba lagi subject creative ni. haha okay afan Thanks alot. now i have to think where i should get for RM1500 for next sem. gotta extend another sem for repeated and several subject that i have to take.ptptn will not cover all this. and i HAVE to repeated the subject? Sigh, seriously though I could have gone sleep by now if I keep think this. What to do, this is fact, fiqa! deal with it.

change the topic puhleaseee!

haha people this is not my point actually. this boring weekend i do some of analysis, *(ceit poyo je). its actually about me. so here goes and enjoy. oh by the way, before i start this is the real me. this is what i do and i did. this is what i wants and what i need. if you dont like it, just move your ass off before i hate you more and more, thank you. =]

10 things about myself

-im superduper coward at certain things.

-Handphone is absolutely fucking important. *way important than FB. duh!

-I love party. *so what? im just being me.

-cant love someone easily, yet i can hate someone easily.

-My face is not clean much. pimples are around.

-I've got dark skin

-Im not revenge

-I can make people's around happy with me.

-I talk and laugh alot

-I dont compete

-Hey, im Syafiqah Razip

Eight ways to win my heart

-Treat me like how you want to be treated

-Make me feel happy and laugh alot. I will absolutely love you

-Of course, he doesnt lie, hurt, cheat or hit me, thats real boyfriend.

-get to know me better than myself.

-I love jokes

-I dont like hot temper guy. If you are, please go.

-I love when he do in whatever i do in my routine

-I dont love drama king. so please, dont drama with me.

Six things i do before i fall asleep.

-Wash up

-Brush teeth

-Texting/onthephone

-Music-ing

-Think about tomorrow

-Peluk Bantal busuk

3 places that you would like to go

-Italy for sure

-Las Vegas

-New York

About myself, maybe you dont know about me because hell yeah, Facebook or Blog nor whatsoever in this cyberworld can defines me for who really am i. Im not hypocrite. I hate that. From the above, i can say that i love party. YES IM REALLY AM. Do you have any problem with that? who say that all party people are bad? i bet you are totally wrong. They just wanna have fun in whatever they do. remember that in this world, aint nobody as good as angel. you're wrong again, im sorry.

second thing is, im not saying that im choosy in type of boyfriend or anything, Im just need someone can make my life become happy like others. I need happiness, I need the best of myself. AGAIN I REPEAT, I NEED THE BEST OF MY LIFE.

About the place i would like to go, First and foremost ITALY BABYY. I dont know why i would like to go there. im just love the type of food in Italy. You know the pizza, spaggeti, bolognese, all italianese food are my favourite.no more explaination. blank with that. so fuck yeah, lets bitch around. im bored. toodles. =]

October?

Hey, Im fooling myself right now.

am i? am i? am i?

this will sabotage my study.

My God, please dont.

Haha, go find ass-kicker and ask them to kick your ass fiqa!

im done, k thx bye.

kipas oh kipas

It's been weeks huh? don't know I just didn't feel like blogging. and by the way, semester break is coming. hellaluyahhhh. Okay what actually brought me here is to show you guys how retarded people nowadays are. have you ever experienced where you completely been stuck with whoever's problem? they do have problems, but you're stuck with them.

Let me ask you something about this, can you like please dont drag me in your fucking problems. i dont know what the kind of human being you are. okay whatever, im judging too much. but puhlease! Grow up. its time to think about others feeling. hey, im syafiqah razip, 20 years old still young but i couldnt be so like fucking strong to face all this shits. yeah whatever. you can say whatever you want to say, im just fucking dont care. period.

Before i start the interested part of the next story, would like to say thanks for all the kipas, and the sekutunya because youguys fucking annoyed me. hehe, no offense, but youguys are growth up right now, please dont act like school kids because being a kipas is fucking pathetic much. and yang sekutunya, please you're choosing people okay. like hello its unfair, and "they" are just like other, like me as well. but why dont you treat us like the way you treat them. its unfair okay, and again, it brings me to hell.oh please stop shows me those losers. terjerit2, duduk keliling, ayat2 manis, like motherfckers, you're loser okay.

I clearly have no idea who the hell those people are, where the hell do they come from I clearly didn't give a shit whatever they're doing. to motherfucker who try to ruined my life, try to stalk syafiqah razip or what so ever you did to me, COME ON, ITS JUST SYAFIQAH RAZIP! im just person who accomplish her mission, try to build her happy life with others, im just wants happiness of my life. im looking for that. im done typing here, XOXO.