Thursday, May 28, 2009

Freedom 09'

here we come ladies and gentleman. a'famosa, Melaka wait for us. we will be there this fridayy and we will rock that party, no worries. HAHAHAHAHA. i cant wait for this friday, seriously. meet my friends, party with them. hihihi.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

pretender cemerlang

If you said that you leave me because of im still love my ex, that is so lame reason babe. kau punya alasan skit tabole trima sebab aku tak contact LANGSUNG dengan ex aku since aku dengan kau. aku bukan macam kau tiap2 hari nak kena video call, bersayang2 bagai, and most interesting is ma laa or paa laaa.euuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwww. aku tak la seteruk kau nak message hari2 and aku sendiri kau sanggup buat aku sakit hati semata2 pasal ex kau tu. padahal weh aku sendiri tergelak dengan ex kau. Desperate sangatttt. you want to know why i leave you from you life? here comes -_____________-

or nak tau lagi? ada la this one day sampai 3 kawan aku skali report yang kau selalu video call dorang. Hello! my friends pun dah tabole nak cover line ke? like, OMG!!? sayang ke tu sampai camtuh skali sedangkan aku berani cakap yang kau tade pun nak call aku everyday en. aku sendiri perasan yang sebenarnya credit kau habis kat orang lain. kalau dorang menipu pun tak jugak, sebab tu sume orang yang aku dah lama aku kenal., STUPID ASS.

and and, ni yang best pasal one girl kat tempat kerja kau yang selalu sangat datang kat tempat kerja kau tu en, well aku tak kisah kau nak buat apepun dengan dia sbb aku tak nampak. tapi tulaa bila dah hari2 jumpa hari2 break sesama untung la dah sedapppppppppp. Tuhan tu tunjuk sume kebenaran and paling best last time aku klua dengan kau, then kau nampak girl tu dari jauh kau siap cakap kat aku duduk jauh skittt, pretend cam tak kenal. HAHAHAHA. sedih aku tengok.


lu buat hal lu boleh blah,

Monday, May 25, 2009

Fiqa vs. Hakim

This is really funny, serious weh. me and hakim cant sleep yesterday around 6am till hakim's sister yelled at him yesterday. hahaha. so from we had conference with meea, naza and bee and at last just me and hakim. hakim and i cant sleep yesterday because we have the gatal hidung things, dia duk tergaru2 hidung masukkan jari dalam hidung, garu again. and me? hahaha 40 kali bersin sampai bersin pun rasa klua angin je >.<

hakim on his webbie yesterday because he used i mac book. so he wanted to show off la kiranyaa. hahaha. pelbagai ragam he did yesterday. so funny la hakim. i did on my webbie, but tak sempat nak capture. hahaha. so i ade la jugak pictures yang menunjukkan kebosanan hakim yesterday (:





sorry ni gelap skitt (:

dia boleh bantai makan potato chips ape ntah, siap gosok his ass la, sebab dia kata dia penat duduk. he dance, he smile, he played with his cekak. i think his anak buah's cekak kott. dia main sebat je. but he's good person. veryyyyyy good person (:

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its hard to let him go huh? think think think. enough fiqa. he left you now. puas dah ape yang kau dah buat? fiqa, are you happy now? bodo sial blame diri sendiri. i always do that. keep blame myself, for those mistakes i've done. padan muka padan muka.

i dont care what people gonna say about me now. i terpaksa tebal muka, terpaksa meluahkan segala isi hati kerna tak sanggup lagi menyimpan. mungkin segelintir akan tahu liku liku kehidupan, tapi mereka tak faham. and mereka sume tak tahu ape yang berlaku sebenarnya. but this is what i am now. seorang perempuan yang lemah mengharapkan yang lama datang kembali memberi satu lagi peluang. sia sia fiqa. yes! i know. all i've done now sume siasia. should i booo myself? i think i shouldd.

boooyaah fiqaaaaa!



i cant stop thinking every single things about him, really. i did tried. but i cant. why? *tiada jawapan*

ingat lagi tak first meet kita di nurin, desa pandan. berkobar2 dia mau jumpa fiqa walaupun tengah hujan time, dia sanggup datang lepak sama. *time tu dia pakai scooter je*

ingat lagi tak time 10.10.07 you ajak i teman u pi shopping raya and that time my rm300 bucks hilang. i nanges, you nak tolong i. but heck, i baru kenal you en. so i cam ragu2 je. and that time first time you hantar i balik then you that was our first time you kiss me. secara tak sengaja okayy

ingat lagi tak 11.10.07, you mintak couple dengan i through comment *that gentle okay* you siap cakap, sudikah you menjadi girlfriend i? that time i cam sayang you. and most special is, that time is your birthday. masa tuh dia cakap i adalah his super fucking great birthday present that he had.

ingat lagi tak, kita berdua penah kena belasah with pondan's at pondan's place. cant recall that place. you save my world kan time tuh

ingat lagi tak, bila i marah je or merajuk dengan you, you belikan i fetuccine alfredo which is my favourite food.

ingat lagi tak, kita penah mandi dekat dem taman melawati. its just like you and me je

ingat lagi tak, when pagi2 kita lapar kita selalu order mcd.

ingat lagi tak, you selalu peluk i bila i tengah tv and selalu kacau i bila i duduk senang skittt.

ingat lagi tak, time you ade duit lebih skitt, you mesti ajak pi pavilion beli some stuff untuk i

ingat lagi tak, first reaction you tunjuk kat i your new R1 superbike.

ingat lagi tak, masa i pegi ke sepang tengok you with your superbike thingy

ingat lagi tak, i beraya di rumah you, and your mum masakkan laksa

ingat lagi tak, you bawak my mum my brother and ushie mandi laut at port dickson. and that time kite sesatt sampai ke banting masa ontheway back to kl.

ingat lagi tak, you penah pukul i kat bawah rumah sewa i sampai polis datang.

ingat lagi tak, bila you bawak i pi genting?

ingat lagi tak, bila i nampak you pegang tangan with other girl at sunway :(

banyaknya nak kena ingat. but i kept in my mind, always. tade niat pun nak lupa. *sayang*
btw tak tido lagi and now dah 8am. my eyes are closing. i cant open it. i should get some sleep. toodles (:

sayang?

sering aku tanya pada kenalan, pada mama pada yang rapat pada aku, adakah dia masih sayangkan aku?
dia masih ingatkan aku ke ?
dia masih ada perasaan terhadap aku?
aku sering tanya kepada mereka suma. aku buntu. aku kusut. makin hari makin aku sedar kesilapan aku terhadap dia pada masa lampau dulu. aku sering maki dia, walaupun bukan itu yang dia nak. aku tau kesilapan dia mencari pompuan lain. itu juga kesalahan yang paling besar dia penah lakukan. tapi sampai masa dia betul2 berubah dan betul2 ingin pada aku, aku maki dia, aku caci dia dan akhirnya dia lupakan aku selama-lamanya. sekarang aku menyesal. ini lah dugaan.

padan muka fiqa. ini balasannya.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

new life, here comes again

Im Nurul Ain Syafiqah binti Mohd Razip
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bermula hidup baru dengan menumpukan perhatian kepada pelajaran tidak menghiraukan benda lain.
saya masih muda dan saya perlu belajar menjadi kuat.
tiada teman hidup, tetapi menunggu seseorang untuk kembali.
terima kasih kerana membaca :)

pagi yang sedih

bila keseorangan mula teringat pada yang lama. yang jauh sudah pergi. yang sudah happy dengan new life dia. bila keseorangan mula terasa sedih bila ditinggalkan oleh yang penah menyayangi aku dulu. tapi sekarang sia2 je perjalanan hidup aku bersama dia. rasa sia2 gila. terkenang pada yang lama, yang banyak korban semua pasal aku. tapi aku buta kerana tak nampak sume tuh dulu. ape boleh buat, aku hanya mampu redha dan kuat aje.

aku bukan perempuan yang kuat bila nak hadapi suma ni, tapi ni sume pengajaran buat aku. aku perlu belajar dari sume kesilapan aku. aku terlalu pengaruh pada luaran individu sampaikan bila masa orang penah berkasih dengan aku pun, tak hargai ape aku buat. dan ini balasannya. terima kasih banyak. tamau cakap banyak sebab aku mula terasa sedih. aku rindu pada martin yang aku penah kenal dulu. itu saja :(

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haha. not so good for sem 2. but quite okayy la. boleh dibanggakan. even ade kantoi jugak, but i cam tak terkejut pun because im really hate that subject fyi. pengajian malaysia laaa. HAHA. but im glad, tade la teruk mana. it just like im glad sume ni dah terjawab sume. dah terbuku dalam hati untuk belajar lebih tekun lagi dalam short sem nanti. pray hard for me people.

terkenang

hanya yang lama mampu bahagiakan hidup aku.
satu kesilapan telah buat bila aku tinggalkan dia.
-kusut

kembali single

Redha (:

Friday, May 22, 2009

strong :)

aku rindu peluk dia
aku rindu bila dia cakap i love you
aku rindu bila dia cakap dia suka tengok aku tido
aku rindu dia bila dia belikan aku fetuccine alfredo which is my favourite food
aku rindu dia bila dia senyum, dia betulkan rambut dia depan cermin rumah aku
aku rindu bila dia berangan depan cermin dan bajet dia handsome
aku rindu dia bila dia sakitkan hati aku

setiap kali aku tengok tingkap dapur rumah aku, aku mesti renung di jalan raya yang selalu aku tengok dia datang dan pergi dari rumah aku.
setiap kali aku tengok sofa dekat ruang tamu, aku mula rindu bila aku baring dekat dia. dia peluk aku and first time dia kiss aku. sofa tu laaa
setiap kali pi pavillion terutama roxy, aku teringat dia. semua pasal dia aku akan ingat, bukan aku lupa dan barang kali sangat susah nak lupakan dia, entah laaa dah dugaan en :(

ape yang aku tau skang, dia tak kenal aku lagi, dia tak ingat aku lagi. aku tak mengharap semua tuh, aku kesal ape yang aku buat kat dia walaupun salah dia besar mana, dia cuba untuk happykan aku, tapi aku bodoh tak dapat menerima dia. tapi skang aku cam agak menyesal la :(

ape pun dia buat lepas ni, aku akan doakan dia bahagia. dia lelaki paling aku sayang, thanks for being my love before. thanks alotttt (:

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Im Broke

Ladies and Gentleman, boys and girls, stalker and loser, people who keep read my blog well I- DONT- CARE, i just wantto let you know that people, IM BROKE! during this holiday, my dad spent rm10 a day for lunch and dinner. hehhhhhhhh? i dont have any spare money to get some stuff. takkan nak kluakan duit almost everyday dkt bank en? OMG!

Im just thinking that i just want find a job. but i really cant :( M A L A S okay *think fiqa think*. No matter what happen, i have to find my own pocket money. but how ? takkan nak mengharap dut parents? well fiqa you're big girl now. although , you're a student but you cant simply ask money from your parents. Its not nice fiqa. Whatevahhhh la!

Fiqa mempunyai otak yang boleh berfikir, im just think that i probably should change my money 'strategy'.Why i just sit at home, rarely hangout with my friends, rarely spending my money through foods. well people, I am a food lover! okay fiqa! kurangkan beli benda benda yang tak berfaedah.bila fikir balik, last week, i just spent rm500 A week!Omg, ! apa yang sedang berlaku kepada hidup fiqa? hahaTadelah, fiqa membeli some stuff seperti straightener rambut, make up stuff, clothes, and my piercings. yang lain tu cam top up, ciggaretes, joli sana sini

I miss FIQ so much okay dah almost 3 weeks tak jumpa. bukan sebab malas ke apa, it just we dont have time to spend time together. now i dah holiday pun dia busy dengan kerja. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. hey people youguys know that i love fiq every single day? nothing can make me happy except for him to be with me always (: He rock my world la <3

Back to my story, what should i do know? should i live without money? i dont think so. fuck la !

Saturday, May 2, 2009

cool statement huh?

lepas lepak dengan arif aje, i just masuk dalam my room and i saw mama tengah online. so i was like, fine la. penat dah online dengan arif en. hahaha. then, i terbaca this things tau which is zodiac punya petunjuk camtuh la. i tau its khurafat bila membaca. but quite interesting kottt, seriously.

This is for gemini woman. because im a geminian (:

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. she has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. she is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You cannot tie her down with the word 'LOVE' because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. you have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. you have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you upby acting like a free little bird. her conversation will not bored you. she able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all you care, But once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. she can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. she is a quick with person and learn new things very fast. she can see you projects ans she can give you good advice. if she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your bestfriend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. her multiple changes and many moods is a 'charm' for many men. she can be laughing for 2 minutes and later sunddely quiet. she wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. she expects a lot and nearly too much. she is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boyfriend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forghet you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning amor, so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she believe today can be different tomorrow

She could communication with more than 1 languanges, a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she wont say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. normally she will not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest, she can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. she never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Dont ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, She will be supportive person and always be beside you. she has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally (:

Friday, May 1, 2009

Save my Zaza please :(

sekarang dia berada di Wad HUKM renal icu becuse of her penyakit. im not sure what penyakit she's got, but she aint stabil right now. she miss her mum and her mum will visit her. and please save my zaza. i love her so much. i've knew her since i was sixteen. sebab dia, i dapat my great ex, faez :( please save my zaza

Selamat Hari Buruh

Kepada semua pekerja Selamat Hari Buruh. ade masa ni boleh chill2, hangout together, relax dekat rumah ke, pi bereakrasi ke ape ke, buat private party ke. HAHAHAHAHA. weekend do. nak nak tengah gaji skang ni en. hahahaha. tade la gurau saje (: btw gunakan masa terluang ni untuk membuat segala aktiviti berfaedah agar amalan hidup kite sehat sejahtera kan kan.

Fiqa disini bukan la perkerja, fiqa adalah sepenuh masa pelajar Ipts, tapi cuti jugak. hahaha, agak benak skit tatau nak buat ape kat rumah even mama dengan my brother ade. but still cam bosan gile. papa pergi bali for few days. so cam tade tempat nak mintak duit sume, hihihi.

btw lupaa, congratulations kepada cinta hati sayaa yang telah dapat bekerja bersamaa ape entah. atlast dapat kerja. jangan malas2 ye brader! wa sailang kepala lu kalau lu malas. hahahaha. aduh, rindu dah kat gajah ni :(

my mistake or their mistake?

*bangun tido* *Mandi and gosok gigi*
I tried to eat something but i really cant. i have to eat bubur mcd apa2 pun. that's the only way i can do and eat. but it takes time.this fucking piercing ni buat i tabole makan. Well fiqa serves your right! nak sangat buat en. haha. but who cares man. lalala (: i called mcd to get order

para pap pap pap Im lovin it! -________-

Abg mcd: Selamat petang boleh saya bantu?
Fiqa: Mau buat pesanan
Abg Mcd: Boleh saya tahu siapa di sana?
Fiqa: Fiqa
Abg mcd : Miss syafiqah yeah? Yang duduk di blablablabla
Fiqa: yeah yeah yeah *cepat la lapar ni*
Abg mcd: boleh saya dapatkan pesanan cik?
Fiqa: okay bagi satu mc.............
Abg mcd : maaf cik fiqa. kami tidak boleh membuat penghantaran ke sana kerana hujan lebat
Fiqa: huh?? *look outside* abang sini cerah je kott
Abg mcd: maaf adik kami tidak boleh membuat penghantaran
Fiqa: Absolutelyyy sucks do service mcd!!
*tutttttttttttttttttttttt*

what a worst service i've got. cam sial. at last kamal bawak i makan mcd. and i've take two hours for finished my small bubur mcd. even kamal makan jagung and ais cream mcdonald, i still tak habis makan lagi. hahaha.