Hey followers, im here to say that im gonna away from blogspot, facebook and tumblr. so i guess im not update any blog for a moment, so do facebook and tumblr. but you can follow me through twitter. just add me ; syafiqahrazip. twit me if anything okay and oh, i'll follow your twitter back.
there are some reason why i've been doing this. i am sorry, but i'll be back very sooooooon. oh twitter i can't away because twitter is the best cyberworld for me now. haha. so, do follow my twitter okay :D
probably that person will push you to love him back, but actually you don't.
hold on for second. Okay this time i need to explain in a bit here and there. actually after all things messed up, i told already, i'm not interested with any kind of relationships. i told ya, i'm not interested at all. But what happened? you push me. you ask me to love you back. LET ME TELL THE TRUTH, i try to move on, to get a better life, to let people who loves me, love me. but I CAN'T. can you get it? i still love my old times. i still love him. even i've got another relationship, but that relationship are all bullshits! i thought we were just friends. but u bumb me into your love life which is i can't return it back. i am so much down here for few months. i still can't move on. And please don't ask me to love you back because i can't replace him. enough said.
When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to only remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. I hear ur name sometimes, but when I turn around to see who it is, I'm alone. Then I realized that it's my heart telling me that I miss u.You grab my attention when you walk into the room I am in. It could be midnight and I'll still be thinking of you. Fuck, i really hate this. the day will comes. should i shoot my head or eat pills so that i can sleep for one whole day. day by day, it closer, closer closer. fuck i hate this.
LOVELY. I need that kinda guy who understands & even when he's with his boys, he still says "baby, hold my hand" ♥ hold on hold on. i think this is not the time i could fallin love again. enough with this stage. totally trauma and yet, i should fix myself, do what i need to do, and most important thing, this is my mistake. sometimes being stupid, i admit. but this is real life. day by day, im standing strong, live with myself alone, do alone, happy alone, sad alone. i couldnt careless. because something i did wrong, it makes me fix my mistakes all over again. i dont mind if this is my journey, i'll accept everything with pleasure.
hey followers. anyways last saturday, 4dec 2010, went to sepang with my party peoples. hell yeah godskitchen there. the party is fucking awesome and hujan plak time tu. memang syiok ah. dengan lazer and lagu dia koyak habis! hahaha. lotsa people i met on that day. dylla and darby, abg din, amad, hakim, shameen, and bo. thanks for the day. and by the time kasi all out punyaa la, gentle cakap. chuckie, sander van doorn and richard durrand terbaik, especially main lagu always the sun. hehe. but richard, you spoil my party okay bila last lagu tutup camtu je. haish! but overoll best. and thanks to bo for being my partner that night. i had fun with ya!
Well, this is my new, oh not so new actually. It's another Cyberworld of mine, Tumblr.com. I would love to post something which is my dream, my imagination and my feelings in this cyberworld. and I love my tumblr anyways. please do follow me if you have one. Mine is Syafiqahrazip.tumblr.com. Enjoy.
I love you for your kindness, And your understanding heart, The one that, somehow always says "I love you very much" I love you for your faith in me. Your sweet and patient ways, For the many things you do. So often without praise. I love you for all these things and for the million others too. But most of all, For what i am whenever im with you. I love you Bee. *hugs
Haha, a day to remember. my day with loved ones! planned so last minute till we set the date for us. but seriously, the day was awesome and i miss that, really. So its like monday, when att asked me for a favor, looking for the job. i remember when one of my friend, aei told me the place he been working now needs people who need job. so here goes. went to pavilion and met his manager to pass the resume. that day me, att, fasha and haiqal been there. so we had fun together, lotsa gossip, story till laugh to death and bahan membahan, itu sudah menjadi perkara wajib. hehehe. love youguys :)
everything about you i miss. your laugh, your conversation, your hugs, your dance, everything baby, everything. I promise I'll be good with you, every single time. Thanks for your love. i apprieciate it much. Love you =]