Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Miserable life

today, 24 sept 08 my life is changing with new life. Which is, i have no boyfriend, my life is so clumsy, i have no life partner because things are happened *i did post last entry* Infront of my friends and fellow peoples, i've laugh, i did smile, but deep of my heart i cant face the fct that i've lost afrokid. Youguys know why? *and again please read my last entry*

*alaa, fiqaa ni orang dah tanak. dia dah buang fiqa kot jejauh.............. *

*ape motif?* ..............



movinggg onn....


what did i do till he left me? Just because i've changed my attitude? i dont think so. i didnt flirt with other guys. apa salah aku? what did i do?But now, i tried to face the fact even this is so tough, so difficult to live without the person that i love. Everyone said "you have to move on, he dumped you" but seriously, i cant ;( it takes time perhaps. But swear to God this is so tough mann ..


Please people, i do love him untill nowdays eventhough he did this to me. i dont deserve to have him, he deserve have another girl way better than me. Let me tell you somethin, i respect whatever his decision, but i cant accept the fact. People, i love him untill the last breath. thats my promise. but whyyy !!? No matter what happen, even he already have new ones, i wish his happiness.whoever they are, please take a good care of afrokid.He is such a good person, he is a wonderful person.He's the best among the best.Please love him with all of your heart. Pleaseeee....



Everything is nothing without you,
i will wait for you forever just to see you smile,
Because it is true, i have nothing without you.
through it all, i made my mistake i stumble and fall, but i mean these words
i wish i wont let you go.



takkan lagi aku menunggu, kau hadir didalam mimpi2ku,
puasku mengharapkan dirimu,seperti mereka yang punya cinta,
diriku tanpa dirimu, kau tempuhi penuh bahagia,
Diriku mahu kau tahu, pergi tinggal tak terasa
Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu, seperti yang aku kenali dulu,
setiapku menantikan dirimu, seperti setianya terhadap diriku,
tapiku melepaskanmu, melangkah namun tak berdaya,
terusku menunggu cinta yang takkan pernah ada.


Kasihh... maafkan aku, tiada inginku melukaimu dan kini kau tinggalkan aku,
hanya dalam hatiku, ku ungkap semua penyesalanku,
kini ku ingin disisimu, bilaku masuh dihatimu,
simpan cintaku, kembalilah untukku, ku ingin selalu disisimu,
maafkanlah akuu... kasih

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